loser

im chasing after love
that belongs to someone else..

quite pathetic
i need to give up
since i already lost
but my heart wont let go

i like how i get butterflies
how her smile gives me tingles
and her touch makes me relaxed
her company gives me warmth

im stupid for hanging on
actually hoping for a change of heart
rewinding every memory we had
together all day then every night
just adding to the misery

but i want to see her happy
i like making her feel special
i really hate this feeling
but i keep coming back for more..

i feel like crying

T__T