5.4

first earthquake experience,

that shit was totally random

and scary as hell

i dont wanna do it again..

:C

hope everyone is okay

i miss being little

spontaneity vs sleep

ive had these urges to do crazy somethings and out of character. break out of this shell and surprise everyone, even myself. ive thought about it a lot lately. and when they play out in my head, seems alotta fun..

but im so tired. daily work stuff, stupid people and each day passing by is overwhelming and sapping me of life. half those urges probably come from fantasy dreams, and the other half from dozing out in the middle of the day dreams. these days, i dont feel like getting outta bed. would rather just take a nap.. til tomorrows

-__-

inevitability

sigh

makes me wanna jus give up
caz no matter what i do, or dont
the outcome is going to be the same

might as well start counting the days

):

birthday boy

july 2

something about this day that makes time seem like its going by way too fast..

the 183rd day of the year (184th on a leap year). 182 days had passed and 182 days until the next year. half the year gone by already when seems just like yesterday we were celebrating graduations. the day before that fathers and mothers day, and before those st patricks, valentines, the new year!

that and today is the day. another year, another +1. geez, 25 sounds really old, especially when i think back to when i turned 10, 13, 18 and 21. maybe it hasnt hit me yet, quarter of a century old (and the coworkers joking i just turned 12), or its not that big a deal. not to me at least. ive been an adult, for a while now, but a part of me will always be a kid who likes causing trouble, stuffs himself with pizza and ice cream and dreaming with that wild imagination.

weeeeee, happy birthday to me :P