Thursday, August 13, 2009

lolz squirrel



okay. how cute is this???

i made it my wallpaper at work
so whenever i feel frustrated or not happy
i can look at my desktop and just smile

^__^

i feel like a pansy, hahaha

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

heartless

"seriously
you have no heart right now
if you do, i think its hiding"

they just dedicated a dance piece
to breast cancer on so you think
you can dance, and while the judges
were crying talkin about the performance
i felt like tellin em to STFU and
stop being such crybabies..

waaaaah D:

Thursday, July 16, 2009

smart phones, stupid people

sdlkghdfjhgsd! cmon people
if youre going to buy one of those
high tech, gadgety phones of the future
make sure you know how to use it or
at least make an effort to learn how
they DO come with instruction manuals

i know im the IT person here at work
but its not in my job description
figuring out a new phone every month
cause youre dumbass broke the last one
probably out of frustration from not
being able to use it last weekend
^ exaggeration, but you get the point

so please, stupid people
STAY AWAY FROM SMART PHONES!

Thursday, July 9, 2009

just for you mary

oh geez, i havent blogged in a while
and reading back on these past few posts
is quite depressing. no wonder i didnt
wanna come back this.. haha, but things
are different now! and lets hope it
stays this way, because i DID NOT like
emo deagle and im sure noone else did

more than half the years already gone by
and before you know it, 2010 will be just
around the corner, lets not waste anymore
time sulking it up and moping around
lets eat ice cream and play at the park
roll around in the sand and fly kites

i would change this blogs layout
but im saving watts by going black

:)

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Cancer : June 21 - July 22

Your element: Water
Your ruling planets: The Moon
Symbol: The Crab
Your stone: Moonstone
Life Pursuit: Constant reassurance and intimacy
Vibration: Moody
Cancer's Secret Desire: To feel safe (emotionally, spiritually, romantically and financially)

Description:
Those born under the sign of Cancer, ruled by the mysterious Moon, are one of the zodiac's enigmas. It is fair to say that most Cancers are a bundle of contradictions. Compassionate and caring with friends, family and lovers, yet they can cut to the bone with their jealous remarks and ever-changing moods. Endearingly eccentric on one hand, and on the other, insecure about how others see them. Like their astrological symbol - the Crab - Cancers can appear hard and insensitive on the outside. However, for those of us who know and love a "Moon Child", we understand that deep below lies a softness and sensitivity that makes them so very special...

Just as the Moon goes through many changes as it moves from its new to full phases, Cancers too go through many new and full phases of experience. Life doesn't stand still for this sign, even if they remain in one place, because they live so much in their internal oceans of emotions. Their link with the Moon often makes it impossible for them to operate on an even keel from day to day. Up and down like the proverbial yo-yo, most Cancerians feel one way one minute, then sometimes totally different the next. But this characteristic is part of their charm.

Love and romance matter more than anything else to this sign (but this occasionally shares first place with having lots of money in the bank). No other sign romances better, equally though, no sign takes it so badly when romance turns sour either. But with their changeable natures Cancerians are fascinating, mysterious, stimulating and extremely alluring. This sign is one of the most magic of all and once their magic has reached you, they are the most beguiling companions. After all, isn't the Moon the most talked about and romantic galactic identity?

If you were born on the first or last day of a Sun sign, in astrological terms you were born on a cusp. If that's the case, you will probably benefit from reading your own Sun sign and the Sun sign that ends or begins right before or after your date of birth. For example, if your birth date is 22 December, your Sun sign is Capricorn, but you probably have some Sagittarian traits as well

By Athena Starwoman

T__T <- it's become a running theme, LOL

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

ILY

sigh,
i said it

and the first thing
she said to me was
"no you don't"

T__T

FML?

whatever,
it felt good
it felt right

moving along..

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

loser

im chasing after love
that belongs to someone else..

quite pathetic
i need to give up
since i already lost
but my heart wont let go

i like how i get butterflies
how her smile gives me tingles
and her touch makes me relaxed
her company gives me warmth

im stupid for hanging on
actually hoping for a change of heart
rewinding every memory we had
together all day then every night
just adding to the misery

but i want to see her happy
i like making her feel special
i really hate this feeling
but i keep coming back for more..

i feel like crying

T__T

Thursday, April 16, 2009

scary

im the type of drunk who
blacks out and not remember
shit from the night before
it happened to me again
this time it was at
jack in the box
and i heard i almost
got into a fight

could be worse tho
i couldve been raped..

or is that better?

-__-

Thursday, April 2, 2009

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

emotionally pwned part 2

i know nothings gunna happen
she told me i had no chance..

so then why cant i get over it???

cant stop thinking about her when im awake
i even dream about her when im asleep

wish this feeling would stop
i need this hurt to go away

fuck my life

T__T

Monday, March 2, 2009

emotionally pwned

this sucks
it hurts
it hurts a lot

and what sucks the most
is that im afraid it might
be like this for a while

i hate love

T__T

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

motivation

i think i found my motivation
she doesnt know it and probably
never will, but the thought of
her pushes me to get better

at least at the gym, lol
caz i wanna look hot and one
day seduce the pants off'a her

hmm, sounds more like a challenge..

but it will do for now :)

Monday, February 9, 2009

girl gestures

i read this article on yahoo
7 things men really find romantic

i think its really cute when
a girl turns and waves, smiles or
simply just acknowledges the guy whos
waiting in his car in front of her house
making sure she didnt forget her keys
and she gets back in her house safe

i looooove when a girl does that
its such a small gesture that says
a lot of how the date went, her
appreciating you waiting and how
shes still thinkin about you <3

Monday, February 2, 2009

boxxy



the story of boxxy

and how she brought the web to its knees

LOL, cant believe i caught this so late
should devote more time surfing the internetz..

Monday, January 26, 2009

happy new year again!

starscream mighty mugg

want want want want want want want...

and one of those too please :3
|
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Friday, January 23, 2009

(your name here) is no longer with the company

gad wtf..

its fuckin depressing when youre the one who has to setup these auto-replies for your (ex)colleagues, especially when they happen outta the fuckin blue!

coming off an away week caz of surgery the minute they get in.. or in the middle fuckin of the afternoon after all the kind words of dedication after being there for 5 years.. or right before they leave at the end of the day.. geez, have some fuckin decency and heart and give them at least a heads-up and some time to prepare, to try to find a backup before you give em the boot. its bad enough the company isnt doing so great, but that doesnt mean its okay to rub the companys misery to its workers.

5-6 firings in a week.. how do you expect productivity to go up (or any type of it for that matter) and company "unity" when everyone is ready to backstab each other to maintain their job security?!

shoot, better learn how to operate the printing presses soon, caz sooner or later everyone guna end up with at least 7 slash titles next to their names..

Thursday, January 22, 2009

154 days

"you will soon bring joy to someone"
says the fortune cookie



oh how badly do i want this to come true..

:T

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

work friends

ughh, this is exactly why i
didnt wanna make work friends..

i always end up being let down

fuck my life

-__-

Sunday, January 4, 2009

home depot chics

it still surprises me how many cute
girls work at a home depot or lowes

its kind of a turn on.. wait
it IS a turn on :Q..

i wanna date one..

well, my first purchases of 2009!

glass cleaner
mini squeegee
toilet fill valve
maruchan noodles
ritz chips
simply lemonade <3

exciting -__-