oh well..

.

i tried (kinda), but blogger sucks

im probably just not a very sharey type person

whatever

"tumblr > blogspot > xanga"

lol

deagz.tumblr.com

:P

2010 Jan - Sep

= INTERESTING

it hasnt been perfect;
a few more failed relationships
never ending financial woes
surrounded by a bunch of lames

but its not all that bad;
stronger, both mentally and physically
life changing discoveries and realizations
and constants i can depend on

fuck yeah, summers over!
time for my favorite season of the year
hopefully it will be a good one
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :)

weatherman

he doesnt even have a name on the show
just a title - weatherman
and none of the girls want to kiss him
hahaha poor jonathan

dear bill,

if you'd just stop OMGing and sighing at so much
and quit complaining about how busy you are and that
there's not enough time during the day to do everything
or tell me how tired, sleepy or hungry your fatass is caz you
stayed up all night pwning a bunch of noobs on call of duty
while telling me crap stories about how perfect your whiny
little teenage brats are and your dependent ass wife
and getting overexcited and overpatting yourself on the back
for helping some dumbass old lady make a purchase or
bitching about when some asshole sounding jerk is rude
to you on the phone then sit there all emo butthurt about it..

YOU MIGHT ACTUALLY BE ABLE TO FOCUS
AND GET YOUR FUCKING WORK DONE!

STFU ALREADY

have a good weekend,
coworker deagle

milk & cereal

i used to think i could eat
an entire box of cereal and
a gallon of milk in one sitting..

but i was so wrong..
gettin pwned after the 4th bowl

x__x

10 things i hate about summer

1. the sun
2. fucking ants
3. i dont have a pool
4. you sweat right after taking a shower
5. theres barely any good tv on
6. that oven feeling inside your car
7. farmers/watch/sock tan
8. sunblock smells funny
9. i look too asian caz its bright out
0. ITS FUCKING HOT!

i like autumn and winter seasons
when its gloomy and plants look like dying

-__-

BORING

okay, nevermind. i thought i was going to start posting here more, but i got lazy and probably thought.. i'd rather eat than blog. i'm a fatass.

work has been extremely slow in the past couple of weeks. rarely any calls and i've already finished most of my tasks. i swear, i could nap for a few hours and it wouldn't matter. i wish we had a legit color printer here at work. i can start paper crafting again. i kinda miss that.

blogger

why, hello there blogger

i didn't see you there

:)

HELLO BOMBSHELL <3

I LOVE THIS COMMERCIAL!!

lolz squirrel

okay. how cute is this???

i made it my wallpaper at work
so whenever i feel frustrated or not happy
i can look at my desktop and just smile

^__^

i feel like a pansy, hahaha

Jessica Nigri

pika pika indeed <3

original article

facebook fan page

fuck google!

teasing me with comic-con related shit!

heartless

"seriously
you have no heart right now
if you do, i think its hiding"

they just dedicated a dance piece
to breast cancer on so you think
you can dance, and while the judges
were crying talkin about the performance
i felt like tellin em to STFU and
stop being such crybabies..

waaaaah D:

smart phones, stupid people

sdlkghdfjhgsd! cmon people
if youre going to buy one of those
high tech, gadgety phones of the future
make sure you know how to use it or
at least make an effort to learn how
they DO come with instruction manuals

i know im the IT person here at work
but its not in my job description
figuring out a new phone every month
cause youre dumbass broke the last one
probably out of frustration from not
being able to use it last weekend
^ exaggeration, but you get the point

so please, stupid people
STAY AWAY FROM SMART PHONES!

just for you mary

oh geez, i havent blogged in a while
and reading back on these past few posts
is quite depressing. no wonder i didnt
wanna come back this.. haha, but things
are different now! and lets hope it
stays this way, because i DID NOT like
emo deagle and im sure noone else did

more than half the years already gone by
and before you know it, 2010 will be just
around the corner, lets not waste anymore
time sulking it up and moping around
lets eat ice cream and play at the park
roll around in the sand and fly kites

i would change this blogs layout
but im saving watts by going black

:)

Cancer : June 21 - July 22

Your element: Water
Your ruling planets: The Moon
Symbol: The Crab
Your stone: Moonstone
Life Pursuit: Constant reassurance and intimacy
Vibration: Moody
Cancer's Secret Desire: To feel safe (emotionally, spiritually, romantically and financially)

Description:
Those born under the sign of Cancer, ruled by the mysterious Moon, are one of the zodiac's enigmas. It is fair to say that most Cancers are a bundle of contradictions. Compassionate and caring with friends, family and lovers, yet they can cut to the bone with their jealous remarks and ever-changing moods. Endearingly eccentric on one hand, and on the other, insecure about how others see them. Like their astrological symbol - the Crab - Cancers can appear hard and insensitive on the outside. However, for those of us who know and love a "Moon Child", we understand that deep below lies a softness and sensitivity that makes them so very special...

Just as the Moon goes through many changes as it moves from its new to full phases, Cancers too go through many new and full phases of experience. Life doesn't stand still for this sign, even if they remain in one place, because they live so much in their internal oceans of emotions. Their link with the Moon often makes it impossible for them to operate on an even keel from day to day. Up and down like the proverbial yo-yo, most Cancerians feel one way one minute, then sometimes totally different the next. But this characteristic is part of their charm.

Love and romance matter more than anything else to this sign (but this occasionally shares first place with having lots of money in the bank). No other sign romances better, equally though, no sign takes it so badly when romance turns sour either. But with their changeable natures Cancerians are fascinating, mysterious, stimulating and extremely alluring. This sign is one of the most magic of all and once their magic has reached you, they are the most beguiling companions. After all, isn't the Moon the most talked about and romantic galactic identity?

If you were born on the first or last day of a Sun sign, in astrological terms you were born on a cusp. If that's the case, you will probably benefit from reading your own Sun sign and the Sun sign that ends or begins right before or after your date of birth. For example, if your birth date is 22 December, your Sun sign is Capricorn, but you probably have some Sagittarian traits as well

By Athena Starwoman

T__T <- it's become a running theme, LOL

ILY

sigh,
i said it

and the first thing
she said to me was
"no you don't"

T__T

FML?

whatever,
it felt good
it felt right

moving along..

loser

im chasing after love
that belongs to someone else..

quite pathetic
i need to give up
since i already lost
but my heart wont let go

i like how i get butterflies
how her smile gives me tingles
and her touch makes me relaxed
her company gives me warmth

im stupid for hanging on
actually hoping for a change of heart
rewinding every memory we had
together all day then every night
just adding to the misery

but i want to see her happy
i like making her feel special
i really hate this feeling
but i keep coming back for more..

i feel like crying

T__T

scary

im the type of drunk who
blacks out and not remember
shit from the night before
it happened to me again
this time it was at
jack in the box
and i heard i almost
got into a fight

could be worse tho
i couldve been raped..

or is that better?

-__-

the little things

i guess hoping for a
"get well soon" was
a little too much


:(